Today was one of those days. One of those where I felt completely unfit and unworthy to have these precious kids call me "Mommy". A day when I was reminded again that on my own, I am completely incapable, and I need the grace of Jesus moment by moment to empower me to be the mom they need. When I find my joy in him, I can find real joy in being Mommy to these precious three...soon to be four.